Amy, my roommate / walking disaster area, moved out yesterday. As I type this she is flying to london to move in with her boyfriend, I will not see her again till christmas but plan to go half buying calling cards to talk to her as much as possibel. i know this for a fact because I miss her all ready.....
Right now my appartment looks like a thrift store blew up, everything Amy didn't want to move or just plane didn't want is left. I did aquire a nice queen size bed, a couch and several other furnishings, so I am not all that pushed out of place....
very very soon the reality will set in that now I have to make up for the half of the rent that Amy had been coving for the past 5 months...
but things are going well,
i have just found out that will for sure be having a solo gallery show later on this summer
several art therapy (ish) resume bulider opportunites have presented themselves
and come the end of july I will be spending 2 weeks in California, a graduation gift from my mom!!!!
but what would really help
what would really make things feel better.
is that if i could just find a way to cope with this over whelming cippeling lonelyness.